damnit.

i nearly forgot about this.
lol hi wy. its your bestest girl buddy :)

anyways
you know when you know something that your not meant to know?
but then you have to pretend like you dont know?
even if it like kills you ?

yeah. going through that right now
but i think im doing pretty well.. i guess

gayballllls.

soemtimes, i dont wanna do it anymore, but other times, its like this is actually working.
but i guess now i kinda dont have a choice
since its already been decided for me.